How good is the Word of God! So often in my readings of Scripture my heart almost bursts for the truth of it, the knowing in my heart it is so. Even the hard parts, such as, “Before I was afflicted, I went astray, but now I keep your word”, and “It is good for me that I was afflicted, that I may learn your statutes” (Psalm 119:67, 71). I have to bow my spirit before the living God in acknowledgment of that truth. Yes, I know the desperate sickness of my own heart, and only the treatment prescribed by the One we call the Great Physician can bring healing. And sometimes it is not pleasant medicine. So to be honest, I am always brought back to this I know to be true in the depths of my being, “You are good and do good; teach me your statutes” (Psalm 119:68). Then I can lift my eyes, looking about me, and acknowledge wholeheartedly, “The earth is full of your lovingkindness, O LORD; teach me your statutes (Psalm 119:64).

We so often focus on the healing of our bodies that we forget God is also interested in our ever-living souls. He sees what we fail to recognize and works in us to perfect his purposes for us, as we are a part of a greater, overarching scheme: the redemption of a people for his name.

So when he works painful measures in us, literally physically and emotionally painful, and we cry out, “what in the world is going on here? Why are you doing this to me?”, we have to stop ourselves and get perspective, God’s perspective. He sees what we cannot. He knows what we do not. He understands how all of the circumstances of our lives can work together for our eternal benefit (and that is a long time…beyond time). But we cry out against it, for the moment forgetting his goodness and lovingkindness at all times, to all peoples.

Stop! How often have I had to stop myself! And remind myself that I do know and believe with all my heart “God is good”, his word is true. It has been proven time and time again in my own life, not to mention all through history and is evident around me in the world I live in. It is in the midst of pain and struggle that we must affirm, sometimes to our own selves primarily, and then to others in the saying of it, that God, the Infinite, all-knowing God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, knows best and he is good. His word is true; he is faithful and is faithfully working all things out for his great and grand purposes, even through my pain and suffering.

It is ok if I don’t understand it. God, who does know, understands. All his ways are right.

“The proof of the pudding is in the eating”. The proof of our faith and trust in the word of God is in the doing of it…putting it into practice in our lives, even when it is hard. The proof of our faith in the true and living God, the sovereign God, is humbly acknowledging his goodness and righteousness, his sovereignty, at all times, the good times of our lives and “bad” times, and living faithful to his word, his truth.

Then we can come to the point of saying, “You have dealt well with your servant, O LORD, according to your word” (Psalm 119:65).

This is how I have been step by step getting through another difficult time in my life. “This is my comfort in my affliction, that your word has revived (or preserved) me” (Psalm 119:50). Going back, and back again, and back yet again, and again to the word of God, to the God of his word! Casting myself on the mercies of God, which never fail.

Light is dawning! Re-focusing on what I need to focus on, first his kingdom and his righteousness, trusting to him my physical and emotional needs, which he has promised to meet when I put them in the proper order, that is, second to his concerns, has given me again a corrected perspective. The waves of chaos of soul have settled. Smoother sailing.

Randy and I are embarked on new adventures once again as we serve God, fulfilling our calling from him. We are excited for what God is doing and will do. We want to see him proven great and mighty! For that is what he is.

I have purchased my airline ticket and will be winging my way back east after 4 ½ months in California, on Saturday, June 11, just before our first summer team arrives in West Virginia on June 12. It is a busy time for us all on Mustard Seeds’ staff, expanded by 3 summer interns, for whom we thank God.

Pray for our vital summer Mission as Life season as hundreds of volunteers, many of them families, will come from all over the country week by week into McDowell County, West Virginia, to work alongside local families and our staff. Pray for the volunteers, pray for the local families, pray for our staff as we strive to serve them all in the spirit of Jesus.

Pray for Randy as he has many responsibilities as the head of Mustard Seeds and Mountains, and new ones added to the old ones as we forge ahead, walking where the Spirit of God leads us into ever-widening areas of service. Hold him up in prayer, for you lighten his load as you do!

It is all for the Kingdom of God and the glory of his name!

Jacque